Chapter 10
Power From on High
If we are to exercise the authority
given to us, we must also be empowered.
God has not left us bereft of His presence. He has poured out His Holy Spirit upon us
that we might be enabled to fulfill the commissions that He has sent us to do
in His Name. The word associated with
Holy Spirit is dunamis. It is the Greek
word from which we derive power sources such as dynamite and dynamo.
If we see Jesus as the Word of God,
we are to see Holy Spirit as the breath of God.
Holy Spirit is not simply a whitish oblong blur, like Casper the
friendly ghost. He is not a spirit
generated by a team, like the esprit de corp.
He is God breathing life and power into His people, and through His
people into those to whom we are sent.
In one sense He becomes like an esprit de corp. He draws together a variety of people into a
Body. We must note that it is not the
people who generate the spirit, but the Spirit who draws the people.
Holy Spirit has been sent to do one
thing, and one thing alone. He has come
to incarnate Jesus in those who are willing to become the children of God. John's record of Jesus teaching about Holy
Spirit sets the order. "I have yet
many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now. When the Spirit of Truth comes, He will guide
you into all Truth; for He will not speak on His own authority, but whatever He
hears, He will speak, and He will declare to you things that are to come. He will glorify Me, for He will take what is
Mine and declare it to you. All that the
Father has is Mine; therefore I said that He will take what is Mine and declare
it to you." Jn 16:12ff
The focus of Holy Spirit will be on
Jesus. The reason for that is Jesus is
the One through Whom Father has revealed Himself. "In Him the fullness of the Godhead was
pleased to dwell." Col 1:19 The
flow of the Trinity is clearly to be seen and preserved. Holy Spirit is not a whole new ball
game. He is the fulfillment of the game
that was started in the Old Creation, and He comes to lead us through both the
Old as we are on our way out, and into the New which we seek to enter in Christ
Jesus.
Holy Spirit gets a lot of bad PR
from those who would run the church. He
just will not behave any better than Jesus behaved for the Sanhedrin. He also takes a lot of blame for things we do
in the flesh and blame on the Spirit.
The one reason for His presence is to incarnate Jesus in our flesh, that
we might be His presence for those to whom we are sent.
He comes to ask us three
questions. Are you willing to be
led? Are you willing to be changed? Are
you willing to be used? Those are three
questions that have to do with the way in which Jesus is to be formed in us,
that we might have His authority. He is
to be formed in us by Holy Spirit, that we might have God power rather than
mere will power. If we elect to follow
the Law, we must do the work with will power.
If we are to live by grace, we will need Spirit power.
LED BY THE SPIRIT
We are no longer in a position to
decide what is good and evil. That is
the capacity that got us into trouble in the first place. We have the capacity to know good and evil;
but it is God who is able to supply the information that we need to do good and
shun evil. It is not simply a matter of
knowing what the Law says. Even when we
know the Law, we cannot do it because we are not enabled to live out our
interpretation of the Law. We are
enabled to live out God's interpretation of the Law.
Paul writes, "For all who are
led by the Spirit of God are sons of God.
You did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but
you have received the spirit of sonship.
When we cry 'Abba! Father!' it is the Spirit Himself bearing witness
with our spirit that we are children of God." Rm 8:14ff
We might say that Holy Spirit comes
to interpret the Law in the concrete circumstances of our lives. As we walk in the Spirit, we avoid the
pitfalls of our own interpretation of the Law which may be in conflict with
God's. He comes to incarnate in us the
relationship that is between Jesus and Abba.
When Jesus taught, He made it clear
that the words He spoke were not His words but the words of the One who had
sent Him. The work that He did were not
His own idea. He only did what He saw
the Father doing. The crucial example of
this reality in the ministry of Jesus came right after He had been baptized and
had received Holy Spirit. He was led out
into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil.
As we wrote in the previous chapter,
each temptation was a temptation to do God's work with the world's wisdom. That is insufficient to manifest the Kingdom
of God. Radical obedience is required by
an absolute Monarch. It is not as if
there has been no provision made for the guidance in our lives. Jesus has ascended to the right hand of God,
and the Spirit of Truth has come. Are
you willing to be led?
Being led by the Spirit rests on two
primary decisions. Do you believe God
can be known? Are you willing to grow in
your relationship with Him through prayer?
Are you willing to spend the time and energy to learn to listen to Holy
Spirit as He speaks to us that He might lead us into all truth?
CHANGED BY THE SPIRIT
The second question He will ask is,
"Are you willing to be changed?"
That is a question that literally asks if we are willing to give up our
own characteristics, and put on Jesus Christ.
Paul writes about that change in Galatians. "Walk in the Spirit, and you will not
fulfill the lusts of the flesh....but the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy
peace, patience, gentleness, kindness, faithfulness, humility and
self-control." Gal 5:19,22
Traditional teaching on Sin tells us
that there are seven deadly sins. Pride,
Envy, Anger, Sloth, Avarice, Gluttony and Lust.
They seem to be the normal sources of motivation in humanity. Though we do not like to consider humanity as
born in Sin, and helplessly bogged down in the bondage that results, few of us
are willing to say that humanity is truly a virtuous group of people with a few
derelict persons to spoil the barrel.
Pride sets us over against God. It is that sense within us that we are in
control of the universe; and in the final analysis we do not need God. We will shape the world up in our own wisdom
and in our own strength. The great
malady that results from pride is the isolation from others by virtue of our
pride. We desire to take the credit for
the good that we see, and blame the bad on someone else. There is nothing more
prevalent in our humanistic culture, and especially in the area of seeing
ourselves as victims.
As soon as I see that I have been
handicapped by my parents, or by my social status, or by my economic status; I
am exonerated, and those at fault are deprecated. If only I had been reared in the right
family, I would have been successful. If
only I had not been poor, or born in the wrong neighborhood, I would have been
all right. The fact is that I was
not. I despise myself. I despise my parents, and I despise the
world. I am a victim of those who tell
me that I need a good self image.
While there are some who have not
fallen prey to the negative side of pride, they seem to feel that they are
superior to the rest of the world. I
recall when I was a young boy living in the poverty of the depression in a
family of teachers. We were po', but we
were proud. We knew what was best for
the world, and as soon as the world adopted our prejudices (which we called
education) all would be well.
The nature of this kind of pride may
be seen in the benevolent treatment of other people by those who would see
themselves as the intelligencia. They
are the messiahs of this ages. They
always know more about what you need than you do. They remind me very much of my life as a
child in which I concluded, that when people cannot manage their own lives,
they set themselves to manage someone else's.
They seek to live vicariously in other people whose lives they can
straighten out and accept.
Envy is a Sin that sets me over
against my neighbor, or friend, or brother, or just anyone who has something I
want and don't have. Just as Pride sets
me over against God, and thus separates me from him; envy sets me over against
my neighbor and separates me from him.
It used to be seen in the old "keeping up with the Joneses"
attitude. It lies at the root of most
advertising campaigns. It stirs up
dissatisfaction with who I am and what I have.
Anger, which spawns unforgiveness
and resentment, is an outgrowth of my sitting in God's seat to judge
others. The trigger for anger is
normally some thwarted expectation. Someone
has done something I did not expect, or they have not done something I did
expect. It rises almost in proportion to
my insecurity about being right, and demanding that I and others meet some
minimum standard of behavior.
I recall hearing Jim Glennon say,
"The demon in anger and unforgiveness and resentment is that they are
always justified." I recall another
definitive statement by the old priest who packed me off to seminary, "You
get angry; I have righteous indignation."
It is very difficult to deal with that Sin within us that is justified,
and so we generally let it deal with us.
There are some who would say that
anger is good. To support their claim,
they would quote Ephesians, "Be angry but do not sin," Eph 5:26 They do not bother reading the end of the
passage, "Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be
put away from you with all malice, and be kind to one another, tenderhearted,
forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you." Eph 5:31-2
I know of no expression of emotion
that will separate you from your friends or family any quicker than anger; and
one of the tragedies is the fact that it dumps toxins into your cardiovascular
system. It lies at the root of one of
the most destructive stress factors that we can encounter in the world.
Sloth is normally seen as laziness,
but it also includes disorder in our lives.
It lies at the root of our procrastination. It is watching TV when there are lessons to
be done. It is playing computer games
when there is word processing to be done.
It is working crossword puzzles when there is reading to be done. It is the disorder that leads us to neglect
the vocation to which we have been sent by God.
It is even the neglect of prayer that might lead us to overcome the
disorder in our lives. It leaves us with
a sense of worthlessness, which can easily lead to despair and depression.
Avarice is greed. It is a self-centeredness that wants things
for the sake of the things. It cares
little for others, or even our own need.
It just wants more of whatever it wants.
It would be an error to believe that it is confined to the ultra-rich
who continue to accumulate wealth. It is
just as prevalent in the people who condemn them. There are probably more economically deprived
people who worship money in our culture than there are rich self-centered
people, if for no other reason that there is just not enough wealth for
everyone to have an abundance. Yet most
believe money would "fix" their lives.
Gluttony is normally seen as
overeating, but it is also over-indulgence in any other of the body's
desires. Gluttony is the Sin of
considering the desires of the body as needs, and food as the filling of that
need. It is a matter of idolatry that
puts food in the place of God. Their
fondest hope is to find the most succulent food with which to indulge their
appetites
There are many who follow strict
diets who are in some sense gluttons.
Their decisions are made relative to food and not God. Their focus is on their bodies. They are similar to reformed smokers. They will insist that everyone follow their
lead to health foods or to some vitamin or herbal regimen that will extend
their lives, and give them new vigor.
Let me hasten to add that eating
good nutritious food is not sinful, it is good stewardship. It is the focus of one's life on eating that
constitutes the Sin. It is using the food
as messiah that excludes the grace of God and tends to rest our life on one of
the gifts that He has given us.
Lust, strangely enough, is not
simply a craving for sex. It is the
compulsion to possess someone or something.
It is the drive to possess and use another person, and may well find its
drive in a grasp for power as much as sex.
It is likely the Sin which seems to turn our quest for intimacy into
futility instead of peace and joy in the overcoming of the separation in which
we are born.
Sin separates us first from God,
then from ourselves, then from one another.
God's way of dealing with it in our lives is through recreating us as
new creatures. When we are willing to
give up those things that we have used for motivations through our lives, Holy
Spirit will begin to incarnate Jesus' character in us, while those traits Paul
calls the works of the flesh are displaced.
We are literally changed in substance.
The being which had formerly determined our character is changed until
we are no longer of the old creation, but the new.
Love is poured into our interior
lives so that we are no longer committed to building a kingdom of self, wherein
we control the rest of the environment around us. Love comes to cast out fear which besets
anyone who is seeking to claim and control any portion of the creation. Love is the antidote for the spiritual toxin
of fear. Love does not simply mean that
we are loving toward others. It is the
sure belief that we are loved by God.
Belief or faith is not a head
trip. If we are working in our heads, as
when we learned to sing "Jesus Loves Me," we would "think",
"God loves me." When we know
in our spirit that we are the beloved of God, our knowledge goes beyond our
thought or reason. It strikes a chord
deep within. Anyone who has known the
experience of that shift from mind to heart, knows this to be true. Anyone who has not experienced that shift,
cannot understand it.
Joy is the antidote to heaviness and
depression. It is not happiness, that is
dependent on doing the right thing, at the right time, in the right place, with
the right people. Happiness can be lost
in the moment that any one of the elements is removed. The people might not be
there, the time might change. When the
change occurs, the happiness is lost.
Joy is within, and rests on the sure
knowledge that the Lord is there within.
When we read the Gospel according to John, we might note that the joy we
are promised is connected not so much with our status in the world; but with
His status in our lives. "I will
see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from
you." Jn 16:22 This statement is
the summation of the many about joy that are found in the fourteenth through
the sixteenth chapters of John.
Joy is love toward the pain of the
world. Pain without purpose is
suffering. Pain with a purpose can
become joy, as Jesus points out in the birth of a baby. Pain is the sign of life. There is no pain in death. Joy embraces the pain in the purpose of God
so that it might be redeemed and turned to our closer relationship to God, and
to His glory.
Peace is the antidote for anxiety
and panic and tension that issues from the uncertainties of life. I recall hearing a psychology professor say
that anxiety was necessary for us to be motivated to work. He had never known the peace of God which
passes understanding. Peace is the
difference between our having to control our destiny and our leaving it in the
hands of God.
The peace of God is not
external. It lies within us. It is our trust that God is in charge and
that He is both loving and Almighty. The
peace of God is not so much a condition that sees no conflict in the world
around it, as an inner condition which enables us to deal with the chaos we see
in the world. Peace is, in effect, love
toward the chaos of the world. It is
love inviting the world into the peace of God which passes understanding.
Patience is love toward the inept of
the world, beginning with us. Impatience
is the outgrowth of believing that everyone is going to be as good as our
knowledge of good and evil says they must be.
The truth is that our sinful state of existence keeps even the best of
us from living into the ideal that the mind has grasped. When we try to live into the ideal revealed
for us in Jesus Christ, we inevitably fall short. We need to be patient with ourselves as well
as the rest of the people who fall short.
I recall one of the classes I took
in my pursuit of my Masters in Sacred Theology required me to read a book. It was a long book written by a white Russian
(as over against a red one), named Nicolai Solovyoff. In it he pointed out that we live in a moral
determinism. My initial reaction was,
"No way!" As I read what he
said, I was able to change that to an, "Amen!" He did not mean that we are robotic. He meant that every one of us will choose
what he or she believes will best fulfill their life at any given moment.
That does not mean that we do not
know how to live better lives. It means
that we are not able to live better lives until we have been given the
authority by the inner change of our substance.
That is not something I can do for myself. It is something that God must do for me. It is the very essence of my transformation
from the likeness of the first Adam to the likeness of the last Adam. Since I am not in control of that change, I
must learn to be patient with God.
I was once give a T shirt with a
series of letters PBP GIN FWMY. They
were set in three lines, one over the other.
I immediately saw the GIN and thought it had to have something to do
with alcohol. It turned out that they
meant Please be patient. God is not
finished with me yet. That is the
message we must understand. No one is
perfect but God alone. While He is
recreating us, we need to understand that we cannot expect perfection from
ourselves or anyone else.
I have been warned not to pray for
patience, or the Lord will send me tribulation.
I have learned that without patience, living with people is
tribulation. Until I learn to love the
inept, I will always be in tribulation.
Until I have learned to forgive myself when my ineptness shows, then I
will not be able to grow into the wholeness God has intended for me. I am being the best person I am able to be
right now, and so are you. By the grace
of God, I shall be better able to live
out the presence of Jesus in the world, when He has made the next adjustment to
my inner nature. I am still in the
process of change.
Gentleness is love toward the
weak. It does not issue from weakness
but from the greatest power in the universe, the love of God. It is love dealing with the weak without
fear. It is the fear that seems to issue
in tyranny. Gentleness is the antidote
for our feeling that we have to deal with people out of a control base that
holds enough power to coerce them into doing what we know to be right. It is the antidote for the demand for
immediate conformity from those who cannot conform at all until they are
enabled.
I recall my first encounter with the
charismatic renewal that arose in the late 1950's, and early 1960's. There was a demand by the leadership that
everyone conform to the marks of the Baptism in the Holy Spirit that the
leadership saw to be essential for them. There was no gentleness. There was a "We are right! and where we
differ, you must be wrong" attitude.
It was oppressive in that it sought to drive people into the Kingdom
rather than gently lead them into the Kingdom.
That is not to say that all of the
leaders were of this nature. It is to
say that was my impression of a lot of the leaders that I encountered. I recognized the attitude well since I was a
master at that way of thinking. I am
much indebted to them for allowing me to see myself as I saw others. Gentleness grows out of the assurance that
you are walking in the presence of God's love, and that He will manage to get
us to the goals that He has in mind for us.
Kindness is love toward the needy of
the world, and it is the antidote of avarice.
It is the love that underlies all stewardship of material things. It sees all things as God's, and it seeks to
allow God to use them through us to touch the lives of those who have
need. It does not mean that we do good
things for other people in whom we perceive need. It means that we act in obedience to God
relative to the things He has given us, tangible and intangible, as we minister
to the needs of those to whom He sends us.
Kindness is not giving others what
they ask of us. It is giving to others
what God asks of us. Our knowledge of
addiction and codependency makes it clear that we can do as much harm to a
person as good, if we give them the things they want without also giving them
the enabling power to break with their bondage to need. Buying an alcoholic a drink is not kindness,
it is enabling.
Faithfulness is our love toward
God. It is the antidote to the
insecurity that issues from our effort to depend on ourselves or any other
power in the world. There is only One who
is faithful. There is only one who is
dependable enough to evoke faith in us.
It is the love that issues from God's presence in our lives. It is the sure knowledge of His love that
enables us to become stable within, and find the integrity for which we have been
created. It enables us to find out who
we are.
Humility is love toward
ourselves. It is the antidote to both
the pride and the self hate that mark so many humans. It is the realization that we are not able to
do a lot of the things for which we feel guilty. It allows neither a pride of accomplishment,
nor the ridicule and rejection of failure.
It is the key to allowing us to translate pride into thanksgiving, the
realization that God has a hand in all that we do, and without Him, we are able
to do nothing.
Humility is that kind of love that
enables us to see ourselves honestly, to know ourselves realistically, and to
accept ourselves as we are rather than as we feel we ought to be. Humility says, "I can do nothing good in
and of myself." That is in accord
with the teaching of Jesus about our relationship to Him, "I am the Vine
and you are the branches. He who abides
in me, and I in him, he it is who bears much fruit, for apart from Me you can
do nothing." The flip side of Christian humility says, "There is
nothing that God cannot do through me when I say, 'Yes!'"
This is one of the antidotes to
Sloth. It disallows the plea that I am
too young, or not wise enough, or not talented enough. It is the love that says, "Whatever you
say Lord!" It is the exercise of
the faithfulness in the sure knowledge that we ourselves are loved by the one
who is faithful. The cry that we need a
good self image finds its corrective in a good God image, and we are set free
from self condemnation.
The last positive element of the
formation as Paul writes of it, is Self control. I do not like that translation because it
brings to my mind my experience as a young child whose significant adults used
to yell at him, "Sonny, Control yourself!" If I had been able to control myself, I would
not have remained in their presence at that time. The truth is that I have never been able to
keep my life under the control of my ego.
I was told that I needed will power, but I have never seen anyone with
that measure of will power. I have been
told I need won't power, but I have come to believe that is for those who
desire to live under the Law, and justify themselves, rather than live in the
grace of God and allow His love to justify them.
I prefer the term, integrity. As I understand what Paul means, it has to do
with our being the person God means when He calls us by name. It means that the ego is not "In control,"
but "under the control" of the Spirit. It means that instead of becoming the person
I would like to make myself, I am becoming the person God wills me to be. I am being wrapped up in God's love, inside
and out, and being brought into the image and likeness that He has revealed for
me in Jesus.
In short, the Fruit of the Spirit is
the person of Jesus in the fullness of His love dwelling within us. Are you willing to have the interior
furnishing of your being changed from the Sin in which you were born into the
righteousness of God? When you are
willing to change, are you willing to allow God to work at His pace without
your insistence that He adopt your time schedule?
The transformation of being one in
whom Christ is formed by Holy Spirit's power is also the increasing
authorization of living out the Christian life and mission. It is the continuing change of our interior
from flesh to spirit. It is the growth
of the one who has been born again of water and Holy Spirit. It is the way we grow into the life of Doing
the Truth, of being the presence of Jesus in our flesh, and doing the works
that He did, and seeks to continue to do through us.
USED BY THE SPIRIT
The third question Holy Spirit asks,
is, "Are you willing to be used?"
He does not indicate for what use most of the time. His seeks your permission to incarnate Jesus
through you for other people. That is
what the gifts of the Spirit are. There
is One Spirit, One Lord, One God who does all of the work that we call the
gifts of the Spirit. In the final
analysis, it is the presence of Jesus working through your flesh.
It is where the authority and the
power of God come together. When I am
not walking in the presence of God, little happens of a creative nature. I might make some small changes in my
exterior behavior patterns, but I will not be changed until I am in some
relationship with God. While I may have
the authority within me, I will not have the power until I am willing to be
used by God.
That does not mean to do the things
I want to do for God. There is really
nothing I can do for God, except to allow Him to work through me the things
that He wills to do. If I am going to
work in the power of Holy Spirit, I am going to work with God, not for
Him. When I am willing to be used by
God, He can impart to me all of the power needed to do the job.
The order in which Paul lists the
gifts are the order in which they are used for the calling of a community and
equipping it to be the Body of Christ in any given place. The Christian Gospel presupposes the necessity
of a community. We were not meant to
live alone, but in the Body of Christ.
The first ministry that Holy Spirit exercises through some willing
person, is that of Jesus calling His people into community.
It is after the community is formed
that there is a need for teaching. We
have one Teacher, and that is Jesus.
When we are willing to be used by Holy Spirit, and we are singled out
for that ministry within the Body; it is Jesus who teaches through us. We are literally His presence for the rest of
the Body in that capacity of teaching.
As the people of God, we are not to
turn to outside sources for knowledge and direction in our lives. God has poured out His Spirit on all flesh
and our sons and daughters prophesy.
Jesus speaks to us directly through the lips and tongues of those whom
He elects to use. Holy Spirit incarnates
Jesus through someone to speak to the Body as He is present in their
midst. There is not so much a gifted
person as a gifted Body.
David duPlessis presented the gifts
of the Spirit in a way that I had not heard before; but in a way I believe is
helpful to anyone who wants to escape the rigidity of being locked in to some
particular gift and ministry. He pointed
out that the gifts were given through people for the Body. The gifts are not given to the people but to
the Body. When someone prophesies, and I
receive the prophecy as from God, then I have received the gift of prophecy.
The same holds true for the rest of
the gifts. If someone teaches, he
becomes the presence of Jesus Christ for those who receive the teaching. Holy Spirit bestows the gift of teaching on
the Body as He incarnates Jesus through the one He has elected to teach. We might say the same with healing, or
tongues, or interpretation or discernment.
Holy Spirit gives one gift to the
church and that is the gift of the Risen Lord in power, doing through our flesh
the works that He did when He wore the flesh that He took from Mary His
mother. There is no other gift necessary
for the life of the Body. There are a
multitude of different forms of the one gift, Jesus Christ, as He ministers to
the Body and through the Body to the world.
There is no such limitation as
discovering your spiritual gifts so you might find your ministry. It is a matter of discovering the presence of
Holy Spirit who desires to minister Jesus Christ through you, as you are
willing to be used. There are no
limitations on that ministry unless we say, "No!" to Him when He
asks.
There are without argument people
who are more pliable in the hand of Holy Spirit than others. There are some who find prayer for healing
easier than some of the other ministries; but the truth still holds that it is
not the one through whom the gift is manifest who has the gift. It is Holy Spirit who has the gift, and who
seeks to wield that gift in His power to build up the Body as He wills.
We do not have to seek out the
prophet; we have to seek out the Lord.
We do not have to seek out the teacher; we have to seek out the
Lord. We do not have to seek out the
healer, we have to seek out the Lord. We
must look past the resource to the Source which stands behind the
manifestation, supplying the Body with every need that it may encounter through those who are
willing to be used by Him who seeks to make known the continuing presence of
Jesus Christ in the world for which He died.
TONGUES
There is one seeming exception to
the rule of others receiving the gifts that are manifested through some
particular Christian for the Body. The
gift of tongues seem to be manifested through me for me. Paul will write that he who speaks in
tongues, edifies himself. He who
prophesies edifies the Body. While this
writing is not intended to be an exhaustive study of gifts, I would like to
write briefly about my observation of the gift of tongues and its use by those
who have received it.
When I first received tongues I was
taught by men that it was a "sign gift" of the Baptism of the Holy
Spirit. Without tongues, you have not
been Baptized in the Spirit.
My own
experience belied that teaching. I had
seen Holy Spirit manifested in power in the ministry of healing in my
church. I had seen Holy Spirit enable me
to preach when I was not able to preach in my own power.
I felt there must be another purpose
for the gift. I recall a young housewife
who came by my office one afternoon. She
sat down and said, "Father Al, I want to tell you that I have received the
Baptism of the Holy Spirit."
My reply was a non-committal,
"Oh?'
She continued, "And I speak in
tongues." which was followed by
another, "Oh."
before she
asked, "Would you like to hear me?"
As one who does not like to remain
long on the defensive, I asked, "Would you like to speak for me?"
To which she responded,
"Yes." and proceeded to
articulate some syllables that I am unable to write here. They were soft and sibilant. They were pleasant to hear, and she did not
go into a trance, so I was able to ask, "What does that do for you when
you speak in tongues?"
I do not believe that God gives us
anything that does not have some purpose in His will for us. And I was right also about tongues. She said, "When I pray in tongues, I am
not worn to a frazzle when I am out driving around with the
children." That does not sound like
much unless you knew the live wires she had for children.
Her experience convinced me that
tongues was not something that I had to have.
It was something that I wanted.
It was a tool that I could use to deal with my interior, which contained
a great heavy weight that always sat in the pit of my stomach.
I decided
that I would seek the gift. I had people
pray for me with no help. I was ready to
crawl up the aisle of the Assembly of God Church with my collar on to receive
the gift, but that was not something I had to do. God does not demand that we humiliate
ourselves or anyone else. He just asks
that we be willing to be humiliated.
Scripture was correct. I had to
ask; and I had to be willing to receive the gift on God's terms.
As I drove around the Maitland area
of greater Orlando praying in what sounded like gibberish to me, I found the
heavy weight in my stomach growing lighter.
It is no longer there. When my
anxiety level rises to the point where it is uncomfortable, I know that I have
neglected the use of the gift God gave me to shovel the garbage out of my
interior at the foot of the cross.
It has become a tool in praying for
others when I run out of words in English.
I suspect it is very similar to tears.
Tears are the prayers that we pray when we run out of words. Whether they are tears of sorrow or of joy;
they are the articulation of the interior feelings that we cannot articulate
with the words that we know with our minds.
When I do not know how to pray, Holy Spirit does. As Paul writes to the Romans, "Likewise
the Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we know not how to pray as we ought,
but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with sighs too deep for words. And He who searches the hearts of men knows
what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints
according to the will of God." Rm 8:26
When we give voice to the words of
Holy Spirit in any language - English, tongues or tears - we pray for ourselves
and the deepest needs of our hearts, and we pray for the saints whom Abba would
have us lift into the domain of His Kingdom.
It is effectively our articulation of the prayers of Jesus that He prays
through us by Holy Spirit, who is, in fact, God incarnating Jesus in us and
through us for His Body the church.
SUMMARY
The commissions of Jesus to the
Church are seldom considered as the basis from which we find our purpose in the world.
We tend rather to look to the world to meet some need that is
apparent. We look for the key that will
enable our own congregation to grow. We
look for some way to win souls for Christ, so they might go to heaven rather
than hell, rather than realizing that they are born into the far country, and
need to be reconciled to the God who loves them, and has created them to become
His children by adoption and grace in His only-begotten Son, our Savior, Jesus
Christ.
We are to see that we can know God,
and if we deem Jesus as being correct, that is where we will find our eternal
life. Certainly those who have been
brought into the knowledge and love of God will attest that it is the greatest
healing in their lives. To walk out of
the apparent indifference of the creation into the infinite, unconditional,
particular love of God for each of us, and to find that He calls us each by
name is our touch with the one eternal reality in the midst of the transience
of this world. It is not something that
awaits our death and burial. It is that
which we are to share with all of those for whom Jesus has poured out His life.
We are to open the way for people to
see that God has provided the way for the healing of their souls. We are not brought to purity of heart by our
own efforts of repressing the emotionally destructive forces within our
souls. We are rather made new by the
cleansing of our hearts, as Holy Spirit removes from us the works of the flesh
to establish within us the fruit of Holy Spirit, or the character of
Jesus. We are to open the way for them
to see that the growth of the fruit of the Spirit within us is not the result
of straining to be good; but to allow Holy Spirit to have full reign in our
lives. When
St. Paul writes of self-control, he does not speak of the ego controlling our
lives. He speaks of the ego yielding
control to the Spirit of God, that He might set us free at the soul level. The casting out of demons is not always the
literal command to spirits to leave, though that is necessary at times. It is the creation of a new being. It is the disposal of the likeness of the
first Adam in order that we might be found in the likeness of the last Adam,
walking in intimacy with Abba, as Jesus has shown us we are to walk.
The healing of the body is not
something that is unrelated to the rest of our lives. We are to let them know that the one purpose
of sickness that is found in the New Testament is that the works of God might
be made manifest in the healing of the sick.
We are to let them know that the
healing of the mind does not consist simply in teaching them the Law or even
grace. It is to teach them to think the
presence of the Kingdom. It is to teach
them to seek first the Kingdom and the King, so that He might bring us out of
the insanity of the world, into the wholeness of the Kingdom prepared for us
from the foundation of the world.
We are to call them into a community
of God's love, and through baptism incorporate them into that community as
living members of the same. We are to
let them know the reality of the family of God through our relationship with
God and with one another as brothers and sisters in Christ our Lord. We are to let them see the power of Holy
Spirit making new those who come to God for the new life that He has prepared
for us in Jesus.
We are to teach them to forgive one
another, and to forgive themselves that they might be set free from blindness,
from bondage, from apathy, and from guilt.
We are to see them united with God and with one another as we have been
taught and enabled by Jesus in the power of Holy Spirit.
We are to see clearly the nature of
the authority of Jesus Christ in a world which stands confused over the
authority of the Kingdom of God. We are
to persevere in the exercise that authority to heal and set people free when so
many are exercising the authority of the world in the Name of Jesus.
We are to walk in the power of Holy
Spirit, yielding ourselves to be used by Him to be for others the sacramental
presence of the risen Christ in human flesh.
That is the commission of Jesus to the church, and where it is heard and
followed, it bears the fruit that it has borne through the ages.
That is the whole nature of
healing. It is more than seeing the
remission of a cancer or the or even a change from an HIV positive to an HIV
negative. It is a new creation in the
wholeness of body, mind, soul, spirit, community and relationship, with God and
with one another. Until we have seen
that commission and been grasped by that vision, we will not know the Kingdom
which has been prepared for us from the foundation of the world.
Come, Lord Jesus, open out eyes to
see your presence in our midst. Open our
hearts and dwell within us that we might become your healing presence for those
for whom you have given your life. Fill
us with the power of your Holy Spirit, that we might wield in your wisdom the
authority that you have commissioned us to wield.